Wednesday, May 23, 2018


is it a norm to be "afraid" of birthdays as we get older?
i'm definitely not enjoying the attention as much as before.

anyway, i'm trying to achieve a couple of things before I hit 30.
plus i'm already goals for the next "checkpoint": 35 years old.

Wednesday, May 2, 2018


it's "amazing" how some people cannot read others.
they can't tell from body languages.
they can't read in between the lines.
they can't sense the tones.

if only they would listen, then maybe i won't be this pissed.

don't they know that they reap what they sow?
how gullible can they be?

totally frustrated with the fact that certain people just like to coop in their own "fantasy world", refusing to learn the facts and accept the reality.

you cannot expect to see any changes in your life if you, yourself refuse to change.
we all live in one world and you can't expect it to revolve around you.
like how self-centered are you?

don't even think of helping others if you don't even realize that you are the one that needed help.
because you'll only be more of a burden than any help.


i need solitary.

Thursday, March 8, 2018

Monthly Update?

it has been a month since my last update.

well, i had a month of break and it's almost time to catch up with both school and work.
April is soooooo gonna be a busy month for me.
maybe i should plan a trip.
For May?
For January?

oh btw, i'm blogging from my office.
most of times, i've only got my boss to talk to and sometimes when she's not around, i would barely speak a word for the day.

i think there were times i can go through ONE WHOLE DAY WITHOUT SPEAKING A SINGLE WORD.
what the crap!?!

anyway, chanced upon this song and it felt so right listening to it when you're by yourself during a quiet afternoon.

Tuesday, February 6, 2018


i'm rarely a fan of anime but these 2 short animes, totally my cup of tea.
it just leave you hanging with so much thoughts and emotions after watching it.
alot of "why" and "what if" going through my head.

can i just live in such dreamy life?

Friday, December 29, 2017


2017 was another hella of a year.
it has been a year full of "dramas" and decisions.

at least i would think that i did well for 2017.
(excluding the exercising and keeping fit part. LOL)

- i took a leap of faith and left my job (which btw was the reason behind my hives)
- i finally enrolled myself to do MBA (partially motivated the fact that I'm hitting 30 soon).
- i chose not to be too harsh on myself and decided to let go of the past and moved on.
- i cut my hair real short and totally loving it.
- i visited Europe for the first time!

i yearn for better self development.
i wanna learn to give my mind a little break.
(i just can't seem to focus and can't stop to worry about the unnecessary)
i wanna complete my masters!!!

ok, gotta spend my New Year in Taiwan!
managed to fulfill my 2017's resolution at the very last minute, spending the countdown abroad.

Tuesday, December 19, 2017


sometimes i've got so much thoughts on my mind that i think i'm gonna go crazy soon.

how do i stay focused huh?
how can i stop myself from thinking the unnecessary?

Friday, December 8, 2017

Oh the Jolly!

the month to get all the fun, gifts, food and gathering.
oh, in other words, alot of spending.

yeah and 2017 is ending so quickly that i'm barely even breathing.
spouting nonsense at 1:56pm on a Friday afternoon.